July 26, 2008- Reminders on age

Last night honey plugged our video camera into the large plasma screen in the living room and played some video shot on our vacation...the screen shot above illustrates why i dont like other people taking candid photos of me, unless i know its coming. i am very self conscious bout my appearance...maybe too much so, probably because of the way my dad used to talk to me, maybe because my mother is seriously hugely obese, which runs on her side of the family...and contributes to my general health being so-so. Anyway, it was seeing the videos on my own last week that made me (again) start watching what I eat with renewed fervor, and exercising more...